So DW had her HSG, in which all looks well except for a tiny blip on the side of her uterus. Now she gets to go for a hysteroscopy, in which they will thread a camera into her uterus to look at it.
We rebooked our donor orientation as there was too much going on that day, it's next week! And then we have to pick a donor and figure out how we're going to pay for sperm. Huzzah!
I'm so much more apprehensive this time around, last year we were full of hope and ambition and being confident that I would be holding a baby by this time instead of still struggling through this. I suppose it's because forking out $1K/month to do this is a bit terrifying. I suppose also that it's because I'm just used to disappointment. If this doesn't work, it's going to be so much more disappointing. We're giving this one shot, and then throwing in the towel for a couple of months and taking a looonngg break, which makes me really really sad. But such is life.